Men

Sometimes my husband can be such an idiot, ass etc… Thank god it does not happen a lot or I might kill him.  Today was a perfect example he just came out of the blue with the most assine question, just really too stupid for words and this from a guy who has always been a player- he knows better.  Then as usual a few hours later he says some very nice things and my heart melts, I think he has always had that ability to make women happy with him even when he has been bad. I am sure it started with his mother. Now for the record our relationship is great 95% of the time – it’s the other 5% that is a PIA. That is way better odds than most so I am good with it. Besides he is just a man after all….. They just can’t help it-lol 

My hope and dream for all the kids in the family would be that they find happiness.

 

Happiness with themselves first and then a great relationship- A true soul mate match .

 

Personnally I am still working on the happy with myself part- at one time I thought I had it figured out, but now I am trying to find that person in the mirror again.  It has been suggested that I should learn to just “BE”  that we are a DOING society and that we are all having difficulty just BEING.  My mind will just not let me be, If anyone has any ideas on this please post them here.

 

30 days to a new habit and a Recipe

Ok, they say do something for 30 days in a row and it will become a habit-   Hmm wonder if that works for sex??  Ok,  I digress but I intend to post for the 30 days to get into this habit.  Hope you are enjoying this so far cause its work for me- at least learning this bloggin stuff is- talking comes 2nd nature to me. 

 

I was jones’n for some chocolate tonight so I threw together a cake… Not a biggie I know but it has to be Gluten Free and and I only go for scratch so here is the recipe.  It started life as a normal regular flour recipe and all I have to do is use my Gluten Free flour to make it ok for me so not bad at all, as long as you have your flour mixed up ahead of time.

Buttermilk Brownies

2 cups flour                       2 cups sugar                          1/2 t. salt

Mix this together in your mixer or large bowl.

1 stick butter or oleo          1 cup water                            1/c cup cannola oil

1/4 cup cocoa

In saucepan bring these items to a boil and add to the dry mix, beat well, then add

1/2 cup buttermilk              2 eggs                1 t. soda           1t. vanilla

in the order listed, beat for about 1 minute – now you can stop here or like I did tonight I added 1/2 cup mini chocolate chips (because I did not have quite enough cocoa) 

Pour batter into a Pam’d large jelly roll pan and bake for about 25 minutes at 400 degrees

or till done.

Now after you bake this you may say well its great but its more like a sheet cake than brownies and you would be right but the recipe was named brownies…..

Now I don’t always frost this cake – it is yummy and moist just the way it is- UP TO YOU.

 

Picture to Share

I told you there would be pics from time to time.  For whatever reason I am into bugs right now. Perhaps because unlike children they are there, no posing etc. I do find that if I start talking to them they fly off-lol

This is just the start of many you will see.  It has been a so so day, a little issue or 2 with hubby but it all got smoothed out- bless his soul he trys really hard, but some things are just hard to change after decades.  Lindsey came for dinner and we all had a nice visit. Tommorrow we are off to the farm and I will get to try out my new lens I bought today, so look for more bugs..

 

Hey ya’ll

I have a crazy life, one that I am trying to make sense of.  Trying to learn to “be“  more on all that as we go.

I will be posting pics, gluten free recipes and normal tried and true recipes. I will also be putting up random thoughts and questions.  I have numerous chronic illnesses that have shaped my life to this point.  I also have TONS of useful or useless info in my brain. It’s not doing anybody any good up there so I am going to share-lol 

You are born at point A and die at point B,

what you do in between is LIFE.

Stop by when you can and peek into my crazy life- may be yours is crazy too.

 

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